I’m tired of doing nothing but being lazy here all day in my house, how I’d wish to have some friends to clash my house, but, oh surprise! the ones I want are not here, away, or busy with college. It’s sad. But well, I enjoyed a lot the time spent with them .

I don't have the mood nor the inspiration to draw anymore, I'm anxious of doing something, anything, but I just... don't care. Artistic blocks really strike me hard. I hate them. I sketched something and someone didn't even liked it that much. These are the times when I really don't like egoistic, selfish people.

And it’ll be my birthday on August 17th, I’m not expecting it that badly because like I already said, my friends that are in other states aren’t going to be here , well I certainly don’t know that yet hehe and I don’t want to age D: my beauty will be consumed, consumed! Haha just kidding. I think my parents are going to give me a new laptop as birthday present O: but I don't know again, it depends on my dad's mood U_U.

In other news, I finished [FINALLY!] reading “El psicoanalista” ("The psychoanalyst") by John Katzenbach... I loved it so much, and enjoyed it a lot more, it was an amazing adventure along Ricky, and it had to end that way <3 amazingly I don’t have any complaints for the end. Damn, it will be hard to find a book that interesting later on XD.

As result of finishing the other book, I started reading “Alicia en el país de las maravillas” ("Alice in wonderland") by Lewis Caroll [BECAUSE as most of you SHOULD know there will be a Tim Burton movie of this book, with Johnny Depp starring <33 and the girl from “In treatment” <33], found it kind of annoying [not as “La divina comedia” type of annoying D:!] as I was reading it, because you have to find out where or what is everyone doing while they’re speaking. It tires my mind the hell out of it. Might finish it fast [80 pages or so] so I can start another one of the books I have on the waiting line. [So that I can rant about it].

I miss him. I miss them. Could this be depression? or just that I don't have anything to do all day but to think about stuff? Really, who knows...


PS: this journal was done like, in parts xD, on different days so if you find a topic unrelated to the other ones or mood change, might be because of that xD

Much much love <333
- Jan



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